ordinary bybie

expect more, you hurt more

2011-10-13T09:50:00.001+08:00

i just caught in this situation. and it upset me.

i have friends. and some of them are special to me. and guess what? i am nothing to them. why i say like this? HOW I KNOW? it's very clear already but maybe no one else will notice it.

i try to keep this by myself. i am gonna say nothing about it and try take it easy slowly. my heart cracked. i try to stop it to crack more. i take a deep breath and let it out slowly. i try not to think more about it. i try to think about it positively. keep calm...

but i failed.

i am so sad about it. i am so sad to know that i'm not part of them. i am so sad to know that they don't bother me even we are that close. they don't share me anything, actually. and now i just know about it. all this time i share them things, about me, about my friends, my family, my things, and now i realize that i know nothing about them. yeah i did know something, but not much as they know each other. im out of the league. or maybe i just don't deserve to be with them?

do i have to pretend that none of this happen to me?

sakit bah macam ne. sakit bah mau buat buat dunno. sakit bah untuk pikir yang durang tu anggap aku ne sama sj. sakit bah perasaan ne. ne la ne kan. kalau sudah terlampau sayang bah sm kawan. tp rupanya durang anggap kita ne besa besa sj. punya lah SS kau ne bybie. punya la kau ne melebih lebih. tgk sendiri sakit! shame on you!

i feel like crying, but i can't. how i wish they know about my feeling. how i wish they know that they are my close friends and i need them for my happiness, for my emptiness here. how i wish they feel the same way as i am. how i wish i was like them. how i wish i can fit with them.

yes i made mistakes. as i mentioned, we were that close. maybe from my mistakes, they try to erase me slowly? maybe i just lost the title of a good friend of them just because of my mistakes? maybe this maybe that. i can't stop thinking about it.

i can't believe i have a friend issue here. i'm trying to avoid this. but maybe there's reasons why this happened.

and i believe fighting can make our bond become more stronger. it just takes time.

nevermind. im used to this. all i need is to be patient. all i need to do is just face it. deal with it. i know i can eventhough i know it hurts me.

i am sorry for my mistakes.

can we just forgive and forget? can we just be like we used to be? i miss us. really i am.

but do i have to expect more from you guys? i scared if it will hurt me if i give high expectation.

same outside, different inside

2011-10-12T14:55:00.000+08:00

im glad that we were okay already. though still awkward with each other. im trying to get over with it, im trying okay. i know that im that kind of person that always feel so down when someone mad at me. i have no guts to face them.

i know we are just want people to know that we are okay. but inside? who knows? still the awkward feelings are there. the feelings that make us think twice whether to do or not to do. i really miss our moment together, but i can't tell. i know they don't feel the same way as i am. they never do. how sad.

i don't think i have any close friends except them. almost everyday we together. eat, play, stay, laugh together. after this, how? goshhh. now i don't have any close friend. and i think that i am only NECESSARY. really now i feel like that. i have no friend to stick on with me. maybe no one wanna stick on with me. pity huh?

"yala aku tau la aku ne sepa. aku sedar jua sepa aku di mata kamu. sudah la aku ne jelek, ndak pandai lae, ndak standard lae, pasif, ndak matang. apa la sgt di banding kan sama kamu tu. ndda aku pun langsung tidak mencacatkan kehidupan kamu walau sikit. aku tau aku ne sekadar perlu shj. ndak pa la, aku besa jua bah mcm ne. ndak pernah nya perasaan ku sm dgn kamu. thanks la sebab mau jua berkawan sm aku."

i haven't post this to anywhere yet. i think it's suitable to post it here. that's my thoughts now. urghh. you see how sensitive i am for a friendship issues. i love everyone. and when once one of them are hurt by me or maybe by us (including me), and when i try to fix it back and they don't give a fuck, i feel like i am so awful. really.

i don't care if they don't bother me (LIE!), but i feel like so down when they do that to me. tidak syng ka dengan friendship yg kita bina setelah berbulan sama sama sj? they are just like my sisters, but for them? nehhhhhh. im just nothing.

what to do if things happened? it takes time to put back the pieces. and it's hard.

"Sometimes, we have to let go of something that once meant the world to us, not because we want to, but because we have to."

i don't think it is easy to do so. but if i have to, do i have any choice? urghh. friendship are very priceless to me for a certain people.

and for you and you, im so sorry once again if im the one to blame for all of this. still, i love you guys. i never forget about out moments together. maybe we're just not into it.

sy tak layak bah sm kamu. sy undur diri la sj.

Feeling that cannot be described

2011-10-10T13:51:00.000+08:00

the moment when suddenly one or two or three of your good friend mad at you, it hurts. more hurt when we trying to solve it, and they just ignore it. million thoughts playing in our head and no answer couldn't be found. why this is happening? in a sudden way. i can't stop thinking and finding ways to ask them. we also didn't expect that, we are also hoping that you guys were there with us.

ignoring us? that's the saddest thing i've heard from one or two of us. i can't stop my tears. i was so sad and i hope i don't see you guys again. i don't want that kind of feeling when they ignoring us, ignoring me. i feel so moral down when i know one of my good friend done that to me. it's like i did huge mistakes to them. they are so special to me. i don't care if they don't feel they same way, but please don't show it to me. i feel like quitting. i feel like going back home. i'm tired facing this world.

*HANI
*ABBY
*VIVIE

im sorry, we are sorry. we don't know how to do already since you guys ignoring us. it's up to you guys now. i know we deserve this, but not this much, not until we are being ignored. it hurt us. it hurts even more than you guys felt.

we didn't plan all this, it just happened. i know if i'm in your shoe, we in your shoe, we felt the same way, mad. but ignoring? :'(( please just tell us what you guys feel!

sincerely,

*BYBIE

*DAYANG

*YANA
*CHARLENE

2011-09-10T12:12:00.001+08:00

*im sorry, but im not in the mood for updating my blog.

-A

Sista ♥

2011-08-29T11:56:00.000+08:00

i love this kiddo :))

Yaya's new haircut

2011-08-27T21:29:00.000+08:00

Assalam everyone.

Yesterday i accompany Yaya to do her haircuts at town. And woootttt! Handsome already :D Ohh forget to tell, she is my pengkid friend.

Yesterday also we sungkai together with Ricky, Amey, Awie, Rizal, Cun2, Asok and Dayang. It was raining cats and dogs. Thunders everywhere and it was so scary. But still we enjoyed the sungkai together even i had a little fight with Ricky ppfftttt -_____-

ttyl,xoxo
-A

Farhani Asli

2011-08-26T14:38:00.004+08:00

♥

It's all about DOMO

2011-08-26T13:49:00.000+08:00

hello outsiders :)

it's not that i OBSESSED to domo,but my mom bought all this for me.cute right?thanks mom.

I LOVE YOU.

shytt

2011-08-25T23:36:00.000+08:00

2011-08-24T20:47:00.000+08:00

I JUST CAN'T STOP!

URRGGHHHHH!!

2011-08-24T20:25:00.000+08:00

First,Ricky.

Second,Brandon.

both sanggup escape school just to see me.

I'M BLESSED.

ttyl,xoxo

-A

Playing with the new hair

2011-08-24T18:16:00.002+08:00

uhhhhh yeahhhh me gusta! :)

ttyl,xoxo

-A

Pretty Little Liars

2011-08-23T18:25:00.002+08:00

isn't they beautiful?all four of them are gorgeous.and i'm envy them.

this is also another show that i was crazy about lately.this show have a lot of drama,suspends,romance and etc etc.it's about four girls named Aria,Hanna,Emily and Spencer and their dead friend,Alison.they have lots of secret together and those secret will be revealed little by little by their dead friend.strange right?

like TVD,PLL i finished season 1.uhhhh i can't wait to watch season 2 later when i go back to KML.i always watch this with my PLL mates,Hany,Abby and Feb.hehehehe.

Hanna

Aria

Emily

Spencer

ttyl,xoxo
-A

The Vampire Diaries

2011-08-22T21:34:00.000+08:00

ohh yeahh.

and this is the show that i'm crazy about lately.it's about Elena Gilbert/Katherine, Stefan Salvatore and Damon Salvatore and etc etc.like OHMAIGOWD,the Salvatore Brothers is sooooooooooooooooo damn damn fcuking hawttt!i tell you,you can't resists them.

i finished season 1.and i can't wait to watch season 2 because i heard the drama is getting dope!gahh can't wait to transfer from my friend.i wanna see my boyfieesssss :)) ekekkekeke.

i usually watch this with Hani,Abby and Feb during our sungkai.after this,maybe we got no chance to spend time more like during the fasting days due to the PSPM mode.maybe weekend can,right?hehehe.

ttyl,xoxo
-A

All new

2011-08-22T01:50:00.000+08:00

Assalam everyone.

ohh yeahhh.now i have the chance to change my belog appearance.im kinda boring with the old one.so i decided to change it,almost all of it.well,it wasn't nice.but still,at least it is different from the last one right?duhhhh:)

i spent time with my mum and lil sis today.we shopping for the house and raya things.and my mum bought something for my lil sis and i haven't buy anything yet.my mood still in relaxing.even my books haven't touch yet.pfffttttttt!

and i miss my kml friends though.how come i don't miss them if back those days,everyday i see their faces.the same faces.right?hehehehe.

now,while blogging,i was chatting dan skype-ing with my friends.i don't know what time i will sleep.or maybe,i will not sleep.goshh,plan that tomorrow ricky will come over spend time with me.how la this?must be sleepy later.haiyaa.and plan to go to st mike to meet the others.

i just met Ann, Yaya, Ricky, Amey, Junai, Asok and Rizal.awwwwww:)miss them.amey is sooooooo fattt!yaya's hair is long already.she can be a lady sooooooonn.but she will cut her hair before raya though.awwww i miss them.soon gonna make plan for our gathering.wheeeee:D

BP4T28 CANDID
Buka Puasa Perdana KML

ttyl,xoxo
-A

Going back to Sabah

2011-08-20T00:03:00.002+08:00

assalam everyone.

for your information, tomorrow im going back to my lovely hometown for our midsem holiday and raya holiday. and i am supa dupa excited, not really.

i bought chocolates for my family and few closest friends and i spent it rm100. lols cheap konon kan di sini? haizzz. nevermind then.

i checked my bank rakyat and i was shocked because i have almost rm1000 inside. and im happy. actually, i didn't use my elaun since the first time we get it. hehe. thats why i still have big amount of it.

after 20 days of counting, at last the day that i've been waiting for is tomorrow. my flight is at 9.10 am from labuan to kk. from kk to sandakan is at 1.15pm. and all by myself as usual. so SANDAKAN WAIT FOR ME.

i got lots of gossipssssss to share with my darlingsss. so long time no see them. and of course Ricky :) i miss him lots. can't wait to see him. eventhough we argued much during this 3months not seeing each other. got some plans for gathering during buka puasa and raya and hangouts too! can't wait can't wait!

i miss my mum! can't wait to see her and do things like we always do. and my lil sis! awwwww :) wanna gaduh gaduh with her. hehehe.

btw, gonna miss Hani, Abby and Feb lots lots toooooooo!! my PLL mates. see you in two weeks guysss. kita skype skype seja nnt.

HAPPY RAYA HOLIDAYS KML-IANS!

ttyl,xoxo
-A

Obsessed much...

2011-08-14T12:39:00.000+08:00

THE VAMPIRE DIARIES

PRETTY LITTLE LIARS

GOSSIP GIRL

♥♥♥

struggle time

2011-07-17T16:19:00.000+08:00

so this is my study table. my-messy-study table. today i didn't go for outing. i've been revising my study but i don't know if it is working or not. haihhhh.

starting from tomorrow, we only have 2 weeks before our UPS. and i feel the pressure already. and i know that i have to study more harder. but still i don't have the heart to struggle till death. i don't know why.

Ya Allah.

i hope that i can cope my study in this 2 weeks. i hope i can simply know the type of questions. i hope i can solve all types of questions. i hope i can remember what i memorize. i just hope.

i seriously, like seriously scared now. but i will do something. i must.

mummy, daddy, ohhh i wish you guys were here with me. so sadddddddd. :'(

till then, xoxo

Alyaa Batrisyia

2011-07-16T21:01:00.000+08:00

I MISS HER :')

New Lovers

2011-07-16T20:54:00.001+08:00

Assalam everyone.

i'm back again. and today post i wanted to tell you something new. i got new lovers. wheeeeeeeee. i meet them during our netball audition. and now we have 11 players and 1 will be eliminate sooner. and it will be the saddest thing that will be happen to us later. i wish, we all wish, madam and miss wish that we all 11 players can go for the tournament but it can't be. haihhhh sad. but nevermind.

so, day by day, we all become closer and closer. and i like them. they all are superrrrrrrrrrrbbbbbb!! for this moment, i more closer to Hani, Feb and Abby. because we always dinner together after training and i don't know. we're always together. but i love all of them. they were like sisters to me.

here's some pictures of them.

till then, xoxo

2011-07-10T17:44:00.000+08:00

I HAVE TO FORGET HIM.

he's not worth it.

Larian 1 Malaysia

2011-07-01T17:41:00.000+08:00

Assalam everyone.

wooooooooooottt its been a very very busy week this week. well, every week is a busy week actually.

and and our physics already in chapter 4. but i still noob in chapter 2 and 3. OMFG! i really don't understand what was the lecturer saying and that makes me feel bored during the lecture. urgh! someone please teach me? T.T

other subjects were like okay okay. i can do and i did it, but then, i forgot how to do it again. and it was ppffffftttttt!! its okey bieyy, you can do it!

life here is good. my group tutorial is the blast! my roomate is nice. and everything is okay. i like it here. the environment okay okay la. the lecturers are fine. but still, the cafe is too expensive. i spend rm10 per day. takpa, yg penting makan! kan kan?

okay. saya join itu KAKOM. yesssss!! i know it will be fun. gather around with all athletes kml and we all gonna boom KMS this november. buoyyy! tak sabar. it will be tiring cause we have to go for training in the evening. but i take it positively. study, study jugak. tp sukan pun penting kan? haaaaaaaa, baru sihat. :)

YANG PENTING STUDY CONSISTENT.

okay as you all know tomorrow is the Larian 1 Murid 1 Sukan 1 Malaysia. yaka ah tu tajuk nya? adui yg penting lari la. huhaii. malas aku tp wajip pula. jd terpaksa la ikut. then, after the larian, we all got some activities with the lecturers. there will be games. and i know it will be fun. i hope. yg penting netballers kml akan main bsuk! hehe.

teddy is at kk now. he join the UMS Open blah blah blah i don't know, but taekwando for sure. and i was like i wanna go to kk. LIKE SERIOUSLY! grrrrr. and he got gold medal and im so proud of him! wawawawaa! tetiba pula kan. just kidding. i miss you i miss you so much!

well, there's no weekend again for us. maybe sunday baru we all outing beramai2. wheeeeee :) bowling lagiiiiiii. mau release tension bah. last week tak outing. huhu duit bulanan pun dah habis ngam2. hehe.

TUTORIAL TUTORIAL TUTORIAL. STUDY STUDY STUDY.

till then, xoxo

demam

2011-06-26T16:28:00.000+08:00

as-salam readers.

hello there! how's your weekend? gahhh mine was so busy with events. but still got so many time to waste. HAHA no la kidding only.

our kml got some events going on. there's sambutan for hari guru, okay i know its kinda late, but it was okay okay la. then, we have our JPP(jawatankuasa perwakilan pelajar). we went to the dewan mutiara to hear their speech. and just now, we have to vote them. i vote for SUZANNE and FABIAN! :D

so what i do for my weekend?? TUTORIAL TUTORIAL TUTORIAL.

actually, i just recovered. i have my 2days fever. and im so lemassss. now i'm okay already. wheeeee :) hihi but still i have flu and sore throat. =.=

i didn't go for outing this weekend. im so lazy to go out. plus, im sick sick sick. next week la i go buy something. my foooooooodd mau habis dah. and and mau buy something else juga. and and mau release tension with the others.

so, i have some crisis between him and him. and i don't care eh eh eh eh. KUNUN =.= padahal menangis seja kerja malam2. nasib ada him lagi satu kasih tenang. huhaii. nevermind. yg penting kira okay dah la. i hope so.

bahhhhhhhhh i go chiou dulu.

till then, xo

catchup time

2011-06-17T14:13:00.000+08:00

as-salam readers.

how are you doing guys? ohhhhh i miss my SAGA moments. it was unforgetable memory for me.

i really miss my teddy so much. he totally leave me with our sweet moments during the SAGA. aishhhh making me missing him more and more. did he ever think about me? hmmm :(

i miss my friendsssssss, my netball teammate. i miss doing crazy things with them. i miss laughing around like crazy with them. i miss doing everything with them. very very miss them.

i miss my family too. huhuhu :'(

and now, when i stepped into this matrics again, my heart goes dup dap dup dap. why? because i have to catchup back what i missed last week. and im on my way now. and it is so harrrdddddd. TABAH SEJA~

i hope i can manage my life here well. and by the way, i join the netball 'audition' for our KAKOM. wish me luck! hehe :)

and im happy here with my friends.

till then, xoxo

1 week sweet escape

2011-06-07T12:27:00.001+08:00

as-salam readers.

gosshhhhh! i havent updated my blog yet since the day i stepped into matrics. well, so far so goooooooddd. the orientation, well not so bad. now, im on my 2nd week of study. the rules are very very strict. i tell you, VERY STRICT. T.T

by the way, i already have permission from the HEP Matrics for my sweet escape to Keningau. wheeeeeee :D i am supa dupa happy now. my flight to kk is at 3.35pm. and now i escape my classes already. and i'll escape for 4days classes. wohoho. i don't mind. whatever. i'll catch up later. PINKY PROMISE :)

i gonna meet my teammates soon and my other friends. OHMYGOD!

teddy teddy teddy :)

okay, im not in the mood for updating much. sooner, if i have the guts, i'll update okay?

till then, xoxo

2011-05-22T00:50:00.002+08:00

GOODBYE SANDAKAN, HELLO LABUAN.

helloooooooo KML!

2011-05-22T00:48:00.000+08:00

he just there for me.

guess who is my TEDDY? tuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu c BR.

gonna miss you, and thank you for making my day.

stay friends yah.

take care :')

ppfffttt

2011-05-20T09:16:00.003+08:00

okay i know he already have a gf, so what?

still, i wanna be friends with him. yeah, i mean, "FRIENDS". i really really wanna to be close to you so badly. and i am so liking you!

grrrr~ i still can't accept that you already have a gf.

LOL chill. okay, but still we can be friends right? closer enough? hehe :)

but please stop me from liking you. each day i saw you, i look at you, i'm melting. seriously, i like the way you look at me, and smile. gahhhh! yes, i'm melting. my heart was like dupdapdupdapdupdap.

ahhh, when we gonna meet up again? ONLY two of us like you said. i am so miss talking to you. i know we can get along. seriously, we can. but aiyakkkkkk, you already owned bahhh. i'm scared if you will get into trouble. nvm, it won't be happen because next week i go to Labuan already. huhuhu :( can't see you anymore.

i'm so saaaaddddddddddddd~

okay, when i like a person, i act like this. crazzyyyy overreacted~

3 days to go

2011-05-19T09:15:00.000+08:00

Assalam everyone.

done packing things?? im not. im really not in the mood for that now, really really not in the mood. and soon my parents will scold me. so, later imma do that la. :)

emm i really gonna miss my friends. and i already miss them if im at home. awwwww :'/ nvm, its a while only. only 1 year apart from them and Ricky. shit. i don't know what will be happen after this. please don't let me stress out when im at matrics okay Ricky?

gahhh, and i can't see the another him after this friday night. okay okay, he got gf, and i still like him. LOL like usual la. i like somebody that already be owned by another girl. shit. nvm, i had my own also bah! btw, i miss him, i miss talking to him. Br, stop making me liking you! =.=

fyi, crush yg dulu tu, tak mau sudah tak mau!!

and im very tidak sabar to go to labuan because i don't want to burden my mum anymore. really im a bad daughter for these few days. grrr, dislike. but still can't help myself. sorry mum :'(

imma stop here. got things to do.

till then, xoxo

getting ready

2011-05-15T09:46:00.000+08:00

Assalam everyone.

that day i wanted to update my blog, but there's something wrong with the blogger. now, i forgot already what i wanted to post. =.=

whatever it is, im on my half way on preparing for the matrics blahblahblah. i am so lazy to do all that kind of stuff, but i have to. i only got 1 week, exactly 1 week to finish it. i think i will bring lotsa luggage. wtf. and i got exactly 1 week to spend with my friends and family. pffffttt T.T

today, me and my mum and lil sister will go to the saloon. i have to dye back my hair. pfffttttt. and i want to cut it lil short. well, new life, new hair?? hahaha :D

last night, Ricky came to my house along with Amey, Yaya and Rizal. awwwww :) im so, well, happy they'd come. :):):) me and Ricky spend our own sweet romantic night time last night. the others stay outside with their drinks and cigarettes. then, we all gathered and share stories. they came at 12am and went back at 3.30am. and now im still sleepyyyyy! =.=

now, i started to love him back. but not to trust and giving away all my heart that easily.

but, someone has approaching me. but, i didn't care enough yet. we're still new, so let's just be friends. ~~*perasan betul!*~~ HAHA

till then, xoxo

2011-05-12T08:14:00.000+08:00

bikin pening juga urus matriks ne. away :')

Unstable

2011-05-09T12:29:00.000+08:00

2days i feel so miserable. i've been thinking so much until i didn't eat and i'm getting skinny lil bit. i've been crying all day long, anytime and anywhere.

why you did this to me?

that's the only question that i still couldn't find the answer. YOU also can't answer it when i ask.

i've been spamming my FB wall with emo quotes and blah blah blah about my feelings now. and i'm sorry for doing that. i just need to let it out. it's hard to keep it all inside.

i keeping retweet-ing quotes in twitter.

im dying.

you made mistakes and i forgive you. over and over. still you can't see how much i still love you? still you can fall for someone else?

you said you love me and you still need me? can i believe that? after what you did to me? I DON'T WANT TO BE LIED TO. i'm not that stupid. if you bored already, leave me then. don't cheat.

just don't cheat. can you just be loyal?

have you ever thought of me before you doing all that shit?

and i wonder if i ever crossed your mind. for now, i feel that not all your heart you give it to me. can you just show me something? something that will make me believe that you really still want to be with me?

but still i can't trust you anymore. why? because you still can do it behind my back. nobody will know except you. or your best guy.

i'm not the type of girlfriend that always check her boyfriend stuff. that means, i give all my trust on you. i trusted you with zero doubt. and you? pfffttttt!

there's so many things playing in my mind about you. i know i can't overthinking about it, but i can't help myself. what you did to me is so broken into pieces.

until words can't describe my feelings now. my tears, my broken heart shows that you really2 leave me with this pain a lot.

please. this last time, please be good to me?

please, in what ever you do, think me first. think what will happen and who will be hurt and who will be okay.

please. i beg you.

show me like you said you will.

don't let me regret for giving you this. don't let me feel like i am a fool.

the very last chance, don't waste it. if not, we're done.

now, feel my sweet revenge dear Ricky. i make you pay for it.

enjoy love :')

and it ends

2011-05-09T10:31:00.001+08:00

its okey to be dark.

2011-05-07T10:07:00.000+08:00

Assalam everyone.

hey hey :) how is your day guys? i hope you all fine. im okay for today, maybe.

direct to the point. you all know that i have been busying with my netball, and hell yeah of course we all under the sun right? jogging in the morning/evening. WTF.

and now i am so getting darker than before, and i don't like that. sometimes i feel moral down because all my friends own fair skins. and i am not as beautiful as them.

i really wanted to have a fair skin. so badly. pfffttt -_______________-

but nevermind. i realize that darker skin has its own beauty. i'm not saying that i'm beautiful, NO WAY. but there are several artists that are so beautiful eventhough they were dark.

examples:-

Beyonce

Christina Milian

Rihanna

Tyra Banks

and etc etc. okay, i know that they are artists, of course make up making they look more beautiful. and of course they will use all kind of skin care to look flawless. not like mine -______- pfffttt again.

and this is me. *so jelek!*

see? so so dark already. ohhhhh this is happened if you so active in sports. sometimes i feel so shame among my friends. but TABAH SEJA~ i know one day i will be fair enough. hehe :)

but what ever it is, eventhough im dark, my skin face still clean. hell yeahh!

till then, xoxo.

Sad

2011-05-06T13:25:00.000+08:00

unfortunately, i didn't make it for UPU. i am so sad and jealous because my friends qualify. but it's okay, i still got matriks for my backup. so, i go for matriks then.

GOODLUCK DEAR FRIENDS AND ALL THE BEST!

harus tabah :')

wishes

2011-05-03T11:37:00.001+08:00

pictures up there are from my bloggers friends. thanks guys for the wishes in your entries.

and i would like to thank you to all my friends for all the wishes in FB, Twitter and texts. for my closest friends, thank you for the suprise party. omg im so flattered! and thank you for making my day on my birthday.

the hangout at night at the 520 was so awesome. thanks to Yaya, Kina, Amey, Dayang, Nasha and Ricky for that night. (Yaya taking the pictures)

this year birthday is sooooooooo PALING MENANG! :D hahaha.

i got a new baby. eventhough it is not a Blackberry, but waiting for years to have a new baby is so hard. so, syukur alhamdulillah. and now my mum granted my wish. hello C5-03 :)

THANK YOU ALLAH :)

2011-04-30T21:56:00.000+08:00

I HOPE TOMORROW WILL BE THE HAPPIEST DAY IN MY 2011 :)

2011-04-29T22:01:00.001+08:00

CONGRATULATIONS PRINCE WILLIAM AND KATE MIDDLETON!

2011-04-29T15:22:00.000+08:00

so true :/ this is my situation now.

Grrrrr~

2011-04-29T14:33:00.002+08:00

Paling geram kan, bila crush kau di situ, kengkawan kau sibuk macam ne :

ehem ehem ehem..
bie, bie, tuuuuuu na dy!
uisehh senyum senyum ba dy.
nahhh semangat bah terus!
bie, dy tengok kau tu.
bie, pi la cakap sama dy.

Bie sana, Bie sini. bising macam apa seja. bikin malu laaaa. aku minat jak la, bukan nya kejar2 dy pn.kengkawan pula yg lebih2. atssss, padahal aku pn gitu jugak. hoho tp tak la melebih okayy.

jadi kamu kawan2, please la diam2 seja k lau crush aku ada dekat2 kita. urghhhh!

jatuh air muka aku depan dy nnt. susah mau rapat dgn dy lau busted minat. LOL

Just a feeling

2011-04-29T10:36:00.002+08:00

Assalam everyone.

okeyy, nampak entry aku kat bawah tu? HAHA just kidding la. aku minat je kat mamat tu. no more, no less okeyy? mamat tu memang smart gila punya. da la black belt, coach lagi, lincah lagi, mantap lagi time dy taekwando. nahhh macam mana aku tak cair oleh dy? aduhaiiii. aku ne lau da minat kat seseorang, memang obses punya. tp kejap je obses. lau nampak dy, aku memang naik gila. mata aku memang pandang dy jak. lau dapat cakap dgn dy , lagi la aku naik gila. tp at that moment seja la. bila da kat rumah, da lupa da kat mamat tu. tapi aku kasitau korang, hahaha tu la aku cakap, no more, no less. lagipun, mamat tu kan aku dengar2 da ada girlfriend. begini la aku ne, minat orang pun yg da berpunya. bongok kan? takpe la, dah nama nya CRUSH, memang takkan dapat dengan orang tu punya.

chillax, banyak lagi yg akan datang punya kan?

Black belt J

2011-04-29T10:04:00.000+08:00

it's HIM!

yeay!

2011-04-28T12:18:00.002+08:00

Matriculation result was out.alhamdulillah i got at KML.

now,waiting for UPU result.

hope for the best!

Taekwando Sandakan Club

2011-04-28T12:13:00.000+08:00

2nd Runner Up for Category B

Jealous

2011-04-28T10:04:00.001+08:00

Assalam everyone.

okey,i am so jealous because i didn't make it to our SMESH Graduation Day.i am so so so sad.but what to do kan?i am so jealous when i look at my friend's graduation pictures.all of them gathering together and maybe for the last time.and i still couldn't make it.i am so so so sad.but what to do kan?sabarrrrrr seja la :(

btw,i went to KK on the Friday and i went back to Sandakan on Sunday and that's why i couldn't make it to our event which was on Monday.pffttt pity me pity me.anyway,i'm having fun with them all and i made friends.they all were crazy like me like me :D and and and,i've got a new crush!hahaha no la.just kidding.i just like to look at him because he was so smart,cool,clean,handsome,sweet and etc etc.mygawdddd,i am so melttttttt. *_* his name is tuuuttttt,people call him Jing.he is coaching for taekwando club under Chief Robert.gahhh,i can see him if i send my lil sis to taekwando. :D

CONGRATS TO MY LIL SIS,2ND RUNNER UP FOR CATEGORY B IN TAEKWANDO!

i bought DOMO beg and it was so so so cute.i love that beg!hehehe don't get jealous ya domo-ians.if you wanna have it,go to CP KK okayy.there's so many of it! :D

now,i have unstable relationship with him.i don't know why but our problem seems to be continue day by day.i hope we're gonna be okay like before.i just don't want anything happen to us.please please please :/ dear you,please be good to me okayy?

till then,xoxo

posts

2011-04-21T09:34:00.001+08:00

awww :) some of my friends wish my dad's bithday.thanks guys :)

haha :D kalau Anit and Alyaa sudah mengutuk,nahhhh paham2 la :D

p/s:im waiting for him now to come to my house.

Let the pictures talk..

2011-04-20T20:20:00.001+08:00

AKTIVITI:KEM PERDANA KRS 2011

TEMPAT:SMK SANDAKAN 2

TARIKH:15-17 APRIL 2011

konklusi:ST MIKE PALING MENANG BAHHHH!

camera-girl:ME

2011-04-20T12:32:00.002+08:00

I am sorry if i am still not enough for you :/

our boyfriend

2011-04-18T10:43:00.000+08:00

Award dari Cik Azwa

2011-04-17T09:25:00.002+08:00

Assalam everyone.

wheee :D sy dapat award dari cik Azwa kita laaa.terharu terharu.makasehhh.

POST LINKING TO THE AWARD GIVER : CIK AZWA
7 RANDOM THINGS ABOUT ME:

- i eat a lot but still skinny.

- i have long curly golden brown hair.

- i am obsessed to pink and cute stuff.

- i can drive until 80km/h.still selowww.

- i have many clicks.(my geng)

- i really hope that Zac Efron is my boyfriend.=.=

- i want to be like Vanessa Hudgens.so beautifulllll.

15 tags : all blogger friends and err dunno.

E.T. by Katy Perry

2011-04-16T14:46:00.000+08:00

seriously,i love this song.so strong feelings ;)

Asisstant setia mummy

2011-04-16T11:47:00.001+08:00

Assalam readers.

omo,i am a new wsb!wheee :) hello hello you all,rajin2 jenguk belog saya yg tak seberapa ini ya ;) akan membalas kunjungan jika line internet mengizinkan. :/ seriously,aku tak dpt nak bw cause line aku tak berapa okay,only updating belog ja aku dpt ne.but,no worries,aku gerenti akan jenguk2 belog kamu okayy :)

emm,untuk 2 hari ne aku akan menjadi asisstant mummy aku =.= she need extra hand,so i help her.aku tolong taip kan nama dalam kumpulan je,tp ya Allah,ada 222 orang punya nama mau ditaip.tak ka tu penat pinggang duduk menaip.LOL nasib ada jua lagu2 boleh di dengar or boleh juga online.sekarang aku da taip 6 kumpulan,ada 4 kumpulan mau di taip.dalam 1 kumpulan tu ada dalam 23 orang.penatttt.

hari ne aku belum lagi pergi tengok kem and sambung kerja.Cgu Rony mencari ne sama aku mau suruh aku babysit anak nya =.= LOL adik sendiri pun aku tak berapa menjaga,ne lagi anak urang.hoho aku takda chemistry tauu dengan budak kicik.kecuali kalau dy sukak aku.ngeeh~tapi aku nak jugak babysit anak Cgu Rony baaaa.

malam ne malam kebudayaan kem krs.naahhh!mesti best ne,harus melihat nya nnt malam.but before that,kerja aku mesti siapp!=.= aduhaii.

cik Azwa Amanina,cepat2 la cerr sama sy whats up with that guy.amat2 curious ne.=.=

bahhh,sampai sini seja la dulu.aku mau bersiap then pergi tengok kem,then hantar lagi adik aku pergi taekwando.aduhaii busy nya aku.haha :D

aku rindu dah dengan member2 aku baaa D;

till then,xoxo

What I learned from cartoons?

2011-04-16T11:14:00.002+08:00

With Lilo and Stitch, I learned the value of family and friendship;

With Tinker Bell, I learned that it is never too late to correct an error,
With the Sleeping Beauty, I learned that when something has to happen it will happen, it may take a little time, but is it worth the wait,

With Shrek, I learned that you need not be perfect to have a happy ending

With Toy Story, I learned that no matter how much time passes, the friendship is true, it will last forever

With SpongeBob I learned that if I believe, all my dreams can become reality,
In Monsters Inc., I learned that friendship can happen between the most distinct people,

With Beauty and the Beast, I learned that love has nothing to do with appearance but with what exists within your heart,

awww :)

2011-04-14T10:01:00.000+08:00

accidentally the same.hoho i parked just beside the Persona.LOL.

Silat at SMK Merpati

2011-04-14T09:55:00.000+08:00

Assalam everyone.

it's a rainy day today.i hope that evening the sun will come out.

yesterday,i went to SMK Merpati with Nasha to see silat.we went there by bus,which is my first time to go bt7 by bus.hehe.there were so many people,well not really.it was just students there and the competitors and teachers.

the silat was great.we only managed to watch solo,Fazlee and tempur(partner),Kina and her friend from St Mike.me and Nasha stay awhile during the break.we chitchat and play the gamelan and kompang.haha.oh yeah,i wear celak too.~~macam mau pergi bersilat jugak ne.~~Nasha and Kina helped me to put on.

haha macam budak2 :D

fyi,c Nasha tu escape lagi sekolah.kena kirim salam oleh c mummy.hoho.BUSTED.evening training yesterday was okay2.the whole team showed up except for Kina because she was on silat.we got company which was Ricky's cousin.i knew her,like so so la only.kami pernah jumpa di netball negeri.

i also saw Kak Sabturina.oh my god!she was so biggggg!compare during high school,she was skinny.i was like O___________O!Ricky's sister also was shocked.hoho.btw,pinggang aku sakit ne gara2 berlanggar sama c Dayang.aduhaii.and then,i laughed out loud like crazy dohh.and got this one part,aku kena ckp kurang ajar.buduh.malas mau cerita,bikin sakit hati.padahal,aku takda pun bercakap sama durang.pffffttt!whatevs.

till then,xoxo

Barbie doll time

2011-04-11T11:53:00.000+08:00

Assalam everyone.

heyhey.me,Nasha and Dayang being a kid for few hours.they opened my barbie stuff box in my room under my bed and we started to play,i mean we arranged those stuff.only the Barbie Dolls were not there.

cute kaaaaaaann those stuff???

till then,xoxo

Hello Sunday

2011-04-10T09:09:00.003+08:00

Assalam everyone.

currently I'm at SK Taman Rimba with my mum and my lil sis for her taekwando with Chief Robert.here i entertain myself,the training is so full with laughter but serious.so,it will be Saturday at 2pm and Sunday at 7am.mati laa ndak berehat kami.

yesterday,netball training was okayokay.i met Ricky and the boys.i was so missing them all!got the time to spend with and play netball together and laugh and chitchat and etc.i miss my netball girls too.we trained half of the day but it was gantung.because there was raining,after the rain stopped,we play again.but Nasha and Evonne fell down because the court was wet.that's why we have to stopped.=.=

at 2pm,we went to SKTR for taekwando.Ricky and the boys came,but AFTER the practise was finished.LOL.sia2 seja durang datang.then,at 4pm,we went down to town for another taekwando with Chief Said.penatttt!at 6pm baru balik rumah.i went to bed at 9pm LOL.macam mau mati mengantuk.and now still sleepy because i woke up at 6am!=.=

later in the afternoon,me and them girls will have an outinggggg :D i am so excited because it's been so long we all didn't hang out together.wheeeee!imma round the town to find some good cute stuff.sementara i have my mohhhneeyyhhh kan,hahaha.

p/s:sy di lihat2 oleh penolong si Chief Robert :D

till then,xoxo

2011-04-07T11:54:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY MY DEAREST AMANDA!

i love youuu,mwh mwh!

Taekwando

2011-04-07T11:43:00.000+08:00

Assalam readers.

heyhey yaw!how ya doing?im quite fine,maybe.but it's okey.my lil sister,c Adik joined taekwando.so,last Saturday she attended a tournament for MSSD Sandakan.

Juana came to see Azlan,but his match was on Sunday.there many kids attended the tournament.and it was so funny to watched them.HAHA.banyak betul kejadian.but i didn't focus cause i was so damn bored.my daddy sempat lagi tidur.pffttt -_______________-

macam buduh seja kami 1day di SMK Agama.match c Adik peeeeeeeetang.terus masuk semi final,i don't know how it goes ne.kami ikut seja.so,c Adik lawan sama c Sabilah.age:11,weight:25kg.c Adik,age:9,weight:26.LOL.c Sabilah tu tinggi dari c Adik.so i just knew that MAYBE c Adik will down.

and,dy memang tak dapat kasi kalah pun.tapi bukan sebab time lawan.sebab c Sabilah pi chop dy.terkena hidung c Adik and bleeding.so,the referee have to stop the match.

cian adik ku.terus lemaaaaahh betul dy rasa ne.memang la dy kecewa jua tu kan.ingat budak kecik tak pandai kecewa???hoho.so dy dapat num3.tahniahhh!!after this,she gonna control her food and be tall.dy sangat short baa,berat lagi badan.aduhaii.and and,dy mesti training sama Chief Robert.sudah kena suruh.hehe.ramai pergi jumpa c Adik ne bagi kata2 semangat sama dy.popular tuuuuuu!haha.

apa2 pun,adik ku jua PALING MENANG ba!aku sayang dy!mwh mwh!

till then,xoxo

Grounded myself.

2011-04-06T20:14:00.007+08:00

i will not telling you what exactly was happening to me.but i can be sure to you that i have been such a troublemaker those back days.i mean,last week.i am getting rebel enough until something was happening.and it was embarassing.GOSH,I WISH I CAN TURN BACK TIME!

after that incident,i rarely spoke to my mum.WE rarely spoke to each other.and that was awkward moment.she was so mad at me.really really super duper so mad at me.i can't do anything to please her not to stay mad at me.i know what i did was wrong.and i know sorry is not enough.waaaaayyyyy not enough.

me and my mum have this amazing relationship.we were like bestfriend.we shared everything.ALMOST everything,but still some of it she didn't know.and i love her.she is the only one of my true;very very true bestfriend.i don't wanna lose her.but i already lose her trustworthy.

everything's falling apart.

urggghhh!i really messed up this time.and i am sure this will be the last time.after doing mistakes,i accidentally done it over and over again.see how stupid am i?i realized that but still keep on doing it.i don't know why i'm getting rebel nowadays.i really wanted freedom.whatever my mum said no,i just simply said yes.and now,orang bilang ketulahan.yeah,maybe i deserve this.

but,

see?im totally down.i have no spirit to continue my life.everything that i have done really making my mum upset to me.i just can't forgive myself.but it's too late.things happened.and i know there must be a reason why it was happened,right?

and,i cut myself again.

still i like to look at the bleed.it never felt hurt when you're in an emotional conditions.but this pain never wins my mum's heartbroken.that's waaaaaaaaayyy more painful than this scars.believe me.i don't why i must do this.i know it sound stupid,but i just want to do it.i am so sorry guys.but no one can't stop me from doing things that i wanna do.

as a punishment for myself,i am grounded.i don't know,as long as i can.i will use the car when my mum let me,i will go out if my mum let me,i will only stay at home.I WILL.i actually don't have mood for going outside though.but if my friends ask me out,i will think about it and ask permission from my mum.

see,my mum doesn't trust me anymore.i just know it.i totally screwed up all.now,i am not that easy to go out anymore.of course i'm upset with,but what to do?i do deserve that right?pfftttt!now,i have to be patient and follow my mum's desire;to be a good daughter.LOL.and i am so getting bored already but nvm.

i really don't like my pasts.i keep remembering it and i felt so regret and i have that feeling!i try to look forward but there's time those pasts passing through my mind.i am so sad.i feel like crying but i can't.anyway,thanks to Edry for always supporting me.i really love you.thanks cause still be friends with me eventhough you already know my dirty little secrets.without you,i don't know what will happen to me.thanks buddy for cheering me up.

do i have to pretend that everything's okay?

Lumpur everywhereeeee!

2011-04-06T18:04:00.002+08:00

Assalam readers.

yeahhhh!lumpurr time.lets play mud.wanna join??alalala,terlambat ba.hehe.31/03/2011 adalah perlawanan bola baling MSSD Sandakan pula.tapi hari tu hanya la lelaki.perempuan kemarin nya time kami di Telupid,but St Mike takda hantar team perempuan.my abang ada ikutttt!harapan baito kunun.haha!sangat gembira dy aku datang support dy and the boys.hehe.

kami orang dah rancang ne mau pergi tengok abang2 main.opsss,adik2 pula tu bagi aku.haha.so,Nasha,Dayang,Kina,Juana and Evonne escape school lah cerita nya.haha.awal pagi durang ikut bas them boys pergi SMK Sandakan 2.tak jadi ne durang pergi singgah rumah dulu.jadi aku terpaksa pergi sendiri naik bas.okayy,ini aku memang curi2 keluar.aku langsung ndada bagitau mummy aku,malah aku tipu dan kedapatan.bodoh kan??tue belakang cerita.

masuk pergi SMK 2 tu memang jauh betul.berpeluh2 aku jalan kaki pergi masuk sana.c Wan sama c Ricky sambut kedatangan ku di gate besar.wkwkwk.mcm princess.aku masuk seja,punya berlumpur pemain bola baling semuaaaaaa!terkejut aku,err tak jua la.huhaiiii.

lagi satu yg aku belak ne,kami hanya mampu support mereka dari jauh.tp support kami tak boleh cheer.wtf?!!!aduhaiii,urang bilang kan gantung kami mau cheer kan time durang main tu.ada cikgu durang marah ne kunun baa.mcm bapa nya punya sekolah jo.pengetua pn diam2 sak.paduli la,bukan masalah ku.

ituh la dy wajah2 hero2 St Mike.haha kancang lae baaaa!paling menang yg jersey nombor 4,6,7 jugakk laaaaa!memang paling semattt!defend paling menang of course my HANY Awie jersey nombor 3.hehehe paling di idam2 jersey nombor 9!wkwkwkwwkk!joking okayy.keeper kami paling sempoi jo.paling bikin saiko urang.tu jersey nombor 20.paling gilak babi.

bersih kan durang before game started??naaaahhh mau tengok during the game and after the game mcmna??ne aksi2 dan gambar2 durang.paling manang joooo!!!

SUNG MIKE FOREVER!

ada lagi sesi mencari ~~hartakarun~~selipar dalam lumpur.haha!the mud was super deep.ada lah amat di larang untuk melipasinya jika anda memakai selipar.akibatnya,tertinggal di dalam lumpur.macam kisah Cinderella pula kan.haha.tp sesi mencari gagal,hampir semua anggota menolong tp tak dapat dijumpai.kesian.

dan seterusnyaaaaa,ini lah wajah2 perempuan St Mike yg sentiasa semangat menyokong.hahaha.like i said,kami di siring2 padang seja menyokong ba.dari jauh lagi tu kami teriak2.ndak sanggup masuk lumpur kunun.haha!sempat lagi bergaya2 minta puji bergambar2.kan kami paling menang!

payung TV3 kan?

heart my girlsss :)

walaupapun,kamu urang la jua ba paling sempoi.hehe.kesukaan berlumpur.kesian sampai luka2,mata merah dek lumpur.kami perempuan ada jua masuk lumpur tengok final durang.dapat jua durang tempat ke-3 ba.tak sia2 jua kami sokong2 sampai ke lumpur sudah.napa la bukan sampai Kuala Lumpur kan??hahaha.

lepas ja final,kami perempuan lari ne cepat2 takut di kasi kena lumpur baa.sudah la ndada bawak baju lebih,lau ada,ndak pa jua durang boys mau kasi kena.haha.aku balik awal sikit ne,lambat betul habis final match untuk 1st and 2nd place.seri seja,last2 penalty.haha.aku tak pasti antara SMK Fajar atau SMK merpati yg menang.tak kesah pon.

till then,xoxo

Ketika berhijrah ke Telupid.

2011-04-06T00:22:00.002+08:00

Assalam readers.

heyhey.i know i know.it's been years i didn't online.i am so super duper lazy.plus,i am so super duper busy.hehe.here's the story.

30/03/2011 adalah Pertandingan Bola Jaring Peringkat Bahagian Sandakan.this year,tuan rumah adalah Telupid which is 2hours(not exactly) time from Sandakan menaiki kenderaan.hehe.so,the night before that,Nasha,Amey and Wan slept at my house.again.urang malar kan.haha.Nasha shared bed with me.muat pula,kami urang2 slim baaaa.c Kina ma c Dayang seja yg tdo di tilam bawah selalu.but i think Dayang muat ba.nvm.

we woke up very early and i dont know how many hours or minutes that Wan and Amey slept.kalau sudah bersama dengan laptop,naaaa sampai tdo pn tak ingat.haha.it was blackout that morning.susah betul mau siapkan diri and kami tak breakfast pun.and you know,ngam2 kami bertolak dari rumah,keluar gate ne,tiba2 hidup current.sangat emo.haha.anyway,dalam kereta on the way ke checkpoint(batu32),sedap betul kami 4 orang tdo.kesian my mum yg drive the whole way.sampai batu32,kami breakfast kat situ la.then,off to Telupid.tdo lagi.hehe.

kami sampai ngam2 second game u12 kalau tak silap la.so,me,Nasha,Amey and Wan stay2 sekejap kat dewan SMK Telupid tu.mendengar asi2 bercakap.so funny LOL.i saw my old netballers friends.it felt awkward because we were rival when comes to tournament.haha.but,still friends.tak lama kemudian,team Sandakan sampai.wheeee.me and Nasha were the cheerleader for the team.we cheering like crazy,psycho the players and so on.

U12 Sandakan dapat 2nd or 3rd place if i was not mistaken.U15 dapat 3rd place.they can get 2nd place but what to do,the coach salah letak posisi.pfffttt!U18 dapat 2nd place.okay,Telupid memang kuat,so were we.i still can't think why we still can't beat them.we both just the same.but in competition,there will be win and lose the game right?

here is the best part!have you ever seen a 'pengkid' wearing skirt??haha.i do.WE DO!you see,a 'pengkid' still a girl what ever it is.i have two friends,'pengkid' in this netball team.naaaaa,sangat2 cute you know if you see them in the girl side.really.and and i loveeeeeee them!RINZ and YAYA.

RINZ

YAYA

ladies gituuuu ;D

okayy,ituh semua candid.seriously,kami sangat crazy time di Telupid ne.sangat fun dengan mereka.we made new friends.sempat lagi gossiping around.makan aiskrim,makan keropok.teriak sana sini,gambar2 lagi.hehe.kalau sudah satu kepala kan,otak pun sowt la jadi nya.kan kan kan??

biras aku joooo! :D

ohhhhh yaa!lupa cerita satu lagi.saya minat satu urang lelaki hensem.namanya c Rian.sangat cuteeeeee and adorable.suka kacau2 urang ba.baru hari tu mau kenal2,tp singkat btul pertemuan kami.sedih ne.hehehe.mau tau sepaaaa??

cute kaaaaaaann c Rian?!

sorry lerr tak banyak pictures ne.mls nak upload banyak.baik aku upload yg ada gambar aku kan??betol tak??hahaha.

till then,xoxo

2011-04-04T12:30:00.002+08:00

AWAY.

be right back soon.

Cukup juga untuk segala nya.

2011-03-28T13:16:00.002+08:00

Assalam readers.

sorry for the late and lack update.i know some of you wanna know about my SPM result.erghh,well my result was good.orang bilang cukup makan seja.and cukup la bekal untuk pergi ke mana2.ALHAMDULILLAH.i am not regret with my result because i know i tried my best during SPM,maybe its just not my luck this time.nvm,past is past.now,what i have to do is look forward to the future.

i know i didn't make my parents proud of me.but i was satisfied with my result because my grades improved a lot.hehe.nvm,my result was okay.~~don't ask me for more details.~~next topic,about further study.well,i did apply for matriks and UPU for foundations.i hope i get my luck this time.yet i still qualify for those.so i hope i still can show my parents that this is not the end of me.i know i still can make them proud.just wait for the time.

thanks to Allah,teachers,family and friends.thanks for teaching me especially teachers and friends.thanks to my mum and dad for supporting me.to all my friends,thanks for cheering me up and i am so loving you all.

I WILL NOT GIVE UP!

CONGRATULATIONS TO THOSE ACHIEVE WITH FLYING COLOURS!

KK mariiii~

2011-03-22T07:55:00.001+08:00

Assalam readers.

today is Tuesday.omo,tomorrow is Wednesday!!SPM result will be coming out tomorrow,so wish me luck!i hope i succeed with flying colours,amin.*fingercrossed!*i really really really need that!i hope my result can make my parents,grandparents,aunties,uncles,nieces,nephews,teachers,friends happy.ffuuuhhh!!!!dupdapdupdapdupdapdup until tomorrow la this.

SMESH,wait for us!0610 will come!haha.goodluck you all!mwh!

well today i will be off to KK until Friday.so maybe i will not update this blog unless i'm free to do so.

i will stay at Radiah's at Teluk Villa,Putatan.and it's near with Ricky's place.i mean,his family.too bad,he is at Kudat.so,we can't meet.nvm,wait until Friday.i really can't wait to meet my darlingggssss soon!i am so missing them and i know we have lotsa story to share with.and and,i can't wait to hang out at KK.well you know,i just out from my hometown and it's KK.duhh!who people don't want to spend time there right??confirm my money flow out like a river.haha.

well,gotta get ready.all the way to KK with luck.amin.

till then,xoxo

He's my good listener

2011-03-20T21:19:00.002+08:00

how lucky am i to have a bestfriend like you :)

i am so love you Ricky :)

awesome night

2011-03-20T20:47:00.000+08:00

As-salam readers.

woootts.lama dah tak update ne blog.hari tuh nak update,tp line tak bagus ne.sorryyyyy.so,aku ada cerita.SHAKINA,CEMBURU LAGI~~haha.

al-kisah bermula pada hari jumaat tengahari di mana semua kami orang berbincang untuk pergi ke funfair pada malam nya.bincang punya bincang,semua on.naaaahhhhh.call/text yg berkenaan,terhasil la kami 11orang.

me
adik
ricky
cun2
azwan
amey
asok
awie
nasha
dayang
yaya

ne gambar tem kami bangas menunggu c awie,asok,cun2 and c ricky.1jam lebih tunggu durang ne.sempat lagi c dayang,adik,nasha and c yaya pergi parkwell tem aku,c wan and c amey amik c ricky and cun2.ngam2 lepas ja amik c durang,c awie and asok sampai.

tem malam ne,aku sangat baik hati.tett!aku ada rm200 kan malam tu,so aku belanja la durang masuk.tp token,sendiri2 la.c adik and c dayang ja ku belanja.tp ada jua aku tambah2 kan tken durang.ehe.so,lepas ja semua da beli2 token,semua gerak pergi destinasi masing2.c hidayah ada jua ne tiba2 timbul join kami kejap.ehe.c dayang,adik,nasha and yaya lain.aku join durang c ricky and the boys.

aku sangat2 la enjoy time malam ne.ketawa seja kerja ku tem sama durang ne.da kami round tu funfair,tiba masa nya kami naik spacegun!we all semua ada partner masing2.c adik,cun2,azwan and c nasha jak tak naik.paling menang kan,C YAYA jo!mengucap lae dy time naik tu.wakakakakakaaa!!ketawa nya aku berabis.kuat lagi ne baaaaaa.memang paling best la spacegun jo.paling last kami naik,paling lama kami di atas.nasib tak tertinggal jantung di sana.hahahhaa.

then,kami pi serang tagada.kali ne semua pergi!hahaha.1st naik,kami terpisah ne separuh2.tapi lucu jo!muka c wan paling kencang!kami ketawa2,dy paling kencang.hahahaha.baru tagada tu,ndak terbayang aku lau dy naik spacegun.naaahhh cne jua aku hampir terjatuh ne,nasib ada c ricky menyabut sma aku.hahaha cian c amey ku tarik2 baju nya.c adik paling steady.haha.sekali turun,dengar cerita c awie,dy lagi la paling sandi!kena tarik seluar jo!!nahhhh.hahahaa.c yaya lae,c nasha lae.aduiii lucu nyaaaaaaaa.

ne gambar pula tem kami mau naik kali kedua di tagada.c wan ndak join time ne sudah.hahahaha.kali ne kami semua duduk sebaris.ndak mau terpisah sudah.haha.naahhh.cne aku pegang sudah tu tagada.ndak ku mau freehand lagi.jerakk aku!haha.c adik plak cne sikit t'umban.nasib aku sma c dayang menyambut.haha.c asok lagi kena tarik dy berdiri jo.terlanggar lagi d kepala ku dy!adui lucu.c cun2 tem akhir2 berdiri ne dy.tripping!padahal mau habis.haha.seperti besa c awie sama c asok kena tarik seluar oleh c nasha.ndak habis aku ketawa time malam ne.c ricky pening2 sudah dy time kali kedua naik.ehe.

then,habis ja ne,aku and c ricky pi jalan keluar sekejap.tinggal durang yg lain seja masi di funfair.c adik la paling puas aku rasa tem ne.semua dy naik.rollercoaster,apollo,rumah hantu,bumper car,tagada.baru semua nya dua kali lagi tu.mana la tak kuyak aku di buat nya.habis rm100 stu malam.hahaha.walaupapun,malam ne memang bahagia laaa.plus,ada c ricky lagi kan.memang bahagiaaaaaaa!!

ehe.semua kami balik jam12 ne.ricky,cun2,asok and amey ikut aku and c azwan,nasha,dayang ikut awie mungkin.c yaya bawak kereta sendiri kunun.i really really really reaalllyyyyy had fun that night.the last time we all went to funfair because tomorrow it will gone!huhuhu.lepas ne,tak tau lagi apa yg best ada di sandakan ne.haizzz.i love my friendssss!tanpa durang ndak jua aku bahagia betul ba.

and and,i love youuuu ricky.kawan yg paling aku sayang antara semua!ehe,cemburu lagi~~you see,like i said,good friends will always be there for you.thanks Ricky,im so lucky to have you.

till then,xoxo

Lebam di bahu...

2011-03-14T17:43:00.005+08:00

As-salam readers.

today was okay okay.training was like :( boring.the point is,AKU ADA LEBAM DI BAHU AKU!dan ia amat2 sakit tau.

ne benda ne berlaku time aku di rumah.fyi,rumah aku ada masalah elektrik sikit.ada electric shock at certain stuff.jadi tadi ada orang datang mau bikin2 la ne kunun.dah tengah di buka tu lampu oleh orang tu kat ruang tamu aku,aku duduk kat sofa ne.kunun aku rasa ndada pa pa la ne berlaku kunun.tengah tengok2 kamera sambil duduk2 tu,tiba2 ''tuuppppp!!!'' atas bahu aku.tu LAMPU jatuh dari ~~langit~~syiling tu.tp bukan tu lampu,tempat lampu tu jo!-___________________-

aku,lepas kena tu,aku diam seja baring pegang bahu aku,menahan sakit.trip kuat ne,paluii.lepas 10 minit gitu,adik ku bising sama c mummy cakap pasal lampu jatuh atas bahu aku.LOL.baru situ c mummy kelam kabut suruh aku pi letak ais and minyak gamat.merah sehh bahu aku!ada satu garisan timbul lagi atas bahu aku.T_________T

see???sandi bahhh.lau tengok,mesti kamu cakap "alahhh,biasa seja tu baaa".taaaaapppiii,kamu ndak rasa.cuba kamu yg kena??aduiii.sekarang aku mau angkat tangan pun sakit ne.jadi mcmna aku mau shoot untuk netball???aduiii kena rehat2 dulu ne.tapi mana la aku tahan lau ndak main netball ne.boringgg.baru tu,kena sikit pun,sakit ne.haiiizzz.

sedih nya aku begini pula aku kena.

till then,xoxo

Punch Card

2011-03-13T20:41:00.001+08:00

the silly us :P

him : jadi bsuk pi mana kita?
me : pi syurga.
him : ainaaaa,urg tanya betul2.
me : betul la ba.ada kah urg mau ckp pi neraka.ndak sedap ba ayat nya.
him : tp btul la ba jugak tu.pi neraka dulu.
me : aik kenapa???
him : punch card dulu.baru pi syurga.
me : BUAHAHAHAHAAH!!!!!!

he always makes my day.

and i never get bored whenever he was with me.

Cha Cha Slide

2011-03-13T12:07:00.001+08:00

As-salam readers.

how are you doing today?hope you all fine and enjoy your day.today's weather is a bit chilly.it was raining just now,but still the sun is not coming out yet.im shaking now,i bet my other sandakan friends were too.anyhow,me,my mum and my lil sis will out to the saloon later on.wheheeee:)

ouhhhkeyyy.about the entry,yesterday as usual,we have our netball training although it was raining.first of first,me and my mum went to breakfast along with Ricky and Azwan.after the breakfast,me,Ricky and Azwan doing our workout.then,Kina joined us.i am so impressed with the way Ricky skipping.it was like 'WOW!'.everybody stared at him.~~sangat takut ada urg jatuh cinta sama dia.LOL.~~he really wanna buildup his body.ouhhhh so a man!

netball training was like okay okay.my shooting getting good.ehe.the next part was our favourite.we all netballers dance the cha cha slide.the step actually same like pocopoco,but there's cha cha too.glad that my netballers are all sporting!including the boys!LOL.haha.they dance too!

the girlsss!

haha.Ricky paling menang ba jua :D

we enjoyed the dance and we did it 3-4 times.haha.tak pandai bosan,padahal stepnya itu2 seja selama 11 minit.naahhh macam apa seja kan.haha.paling best bila ada one time we all dance in the rain.you see,the rain maybe envy us because everytime we stepped into the court,15-20 inutes later,the rain pouring down.LOL.bikin gantung ne ba.

after the dance.semua stay and chitchatting.

our training ended at 12pm from 6am.lama kan??tapi enjoyyyy jugak ba.haha.we all sempat stay2 dulu bercerita and gosip gosip.hehe.this holiday there will be training too for the MSSB and SAGA.and i will continue my training-alone every morning or evening and maybe together with Ricky.ehe.

this is my HANY Awie :)

i end my post here.im off to saloon now!wheheeee.ouhhhh welcome back my dear PLKN friends.hehe.

till then,xoxo

indak pandai malu~

2011-03-11T20:13:00.000+08:00

As-salam readers.

tak mau cakap banyak2 la,tp mungkin sy taip panjang sikit.hari ne saya terjumpa pula blog seseorang yg MUNGKIN telah lama sudah wujud.bila saya buka seja,aikk header dy macam sy kenal.pernah nmpk ne kunun di blog kwn sy.sy cool2 seja la.sekali scroll down punya scroll down.sidebar dy psl info dy,aikkk mcm pernah nmpk tu ayat2 dy.rupa nya,sama seperti ayat2 di blog sy!uinaaaaa,sana ndada sudah mau cool2.kunun la.trip2 ne pi comment di cbox dy.LOL.

bukan apa la,tp lau mau copy pn,AT LEAST cover2 la ba.jgn tlampau ketara.semua orang pn mmg akan jadi jua copycat,bohong la lau ndak kan?tp jgn la ketara btul ba.bikin malu jo.eiiii lau sy mau copy org pn,sy cover jua.deiii.ehem2,seperti kawan sy tu pn,saya bangga jugak ada copycat.tp aduii,sy tak suka la lau tlmpau ketara ne.

paling manang la ba kauuu tu!hahaaha!

Good friend will always be there...

2011-03-10T12:43:00.001+08:00

how on earth i can't like this guy?

3 days at Kompleks Sukan

2011-03-10T12:09:00.005+08:00

Hello readers.

gosh,i guess my blog is so dustyy.sorry i didn't update it.these pass 3 days i've been busying with my friends again.we went to Kompleks Sukan to watch MSSD Olahraga.i hanged out with Ricky,Azwan,Dayang,Cun2 and etc etc.i spent so much time with them and i am so happy all the time.my mum's KRS participated for the pertandingan pebarisan but they didn't won.nvm though.they instead having fun around at kompleks with their other friends.there is so many pictures,but only few i upload it here.i really enjoyed my days and i hope after this there will be more and more happiness come to me.yeayy!

btw,me and Ricky are doing good.i really like him.he is a good friend to me.always there for me and comfort me.and very very understanding.you see,i am so lonely without him and also my other friends too.day by day,we all are so close to each other.and our love become so strong.~~omo,berjiwang pula.~~but seriously,i really love them like my own family.mwh mwh!

ohhhh,here's the pictures.

DAY 1:

craziest folks!

DAY 2:

AZWAN!

CunCun,the annoying one.

my beloved friends.

haha :D LOLOLOLOLOL.

c Ricky mmg tak sah lau tak kacau c Kina ne :D

aww :) Dayang couldn't walk,so Bom piggyback her.

the KRS-ian.(during raptai)

smart kan? :)

she really didn't realized that i captured her face.LOL.

DAY 3:

credits to her for my hair.nice circles of braids yoww!

berdisco ne dalam kereta saya! :D

tired face of them,but still can smile when picturing :)

see my mum's face?haha cuteee!

well,that's it for today.this event really reminding me of my dear smeshian athlete friends last year and all of our memories together.ohhhh fyi,our netballers will participate for SAGA GAMES this June including me!i am so excited for it.from now,i will begin my workout and cannot curi ayam already.ehe,and there will be spending more time with my belovedsss and at least i got something to do right?haha.

till then,xoxo.

KAMI PALING MANANG!

2011-03-05T09:15:00.000+08:00

BOTH TEAM ST MICHEAL ARE 2ND PLACE.

CONGRATS!

2011-03-02T22:52:00.002+08:00

FUKK!I AM SO FEELING MAD NOW!HATE YOU!

kau memang bah takkan berubah kan?kau takkan percaya dengan apa yg sy cakap kan?sy mau argue pun bpikir jgak,coz sy tau jugak kau tetap sama pendirian mu.ego betul,ego!sy benci kau.sy btul2 tak dpt trima apa yg kau ckp.tp dari kau seja la.sudah sy ckp soulmate tu,soulmate seja la.jan la mau ckp dy tu bf sy.sy teda pun bising2 yg dy tu bf sy ba.pikir la skit!tunggu la nnt ba.awal masi ne mau ada bf.nnt lau sy kapel,sy kasi tau jugak ba.bukan kau seja sy bagitau,satu dunia ne sy heboh kan.jan risau la.dan dan,suka hati sy la ba sy mau ckp 'iloveyou' sama lelaki lain atau org lain.suka sy la ba,mulut sy jugak.kau kesah apa?mummy sy tak bising2 pun,kau lagi teda kena mngena suda ckp tu bf sy kunun.mummy sy rileks seja.pffftt.lau tak tau pa pa,tutup mulut!jan mau ckp sembarang.dah la ckp sembarang,tak pecaya lagi urg yg yg betul.punyaaa laaa kau mmg paling manang la!kau ingt sy tak tau ka kau pn mcari jugak?wall fb kau pun da penuh dengan girls semenjak dua mnjak kita brek.LOL.ckp da delete kunun number,tp text jugak.manipu pn tak pndai.lau da delete tu kunun,buat la style da delete.jan mau text2 lagi ba.bikin panas seja lau kau text tu.kompom bergaduh lagi berpun da takda kaitan.macam mna ba ne aku mau kapel balik sama kau lau kau cam kimakk seja?naaaa geram nya aku.tlg la.jan la libat2 kan diri kau sma aku.aku namau sudah bikin kau sakit hati.aku pun namau sakit hati oleh mu.aku admit la aku mmg masi lagi checking on you okay.but just checking.berla,suka hati mu la mau buat pa ma hidup mu.aku tak kesah.tp tolong la,lau mau text,tlg la jan kasi panas.pls?apa yg aku ckp tu,yaa2 seja la.ndak pyh la mau 'stand for your right' lagi.urrrgggghhh!!!!sy tak suka ba bgini2.mau kawan pn susah jugak,nnt ntah pa la kau ckp sy lagi.jadi lebih baik,kita renggang la dlu.pi la sama lenglui mu ka,girl clubbing mu ka,whosoever la!aku tak kesah.okay?tak kesah.kau btul2 da buat aku pissed off sama kau kali ne!sorry and goodbye ASSUFI.

Just kidding okayy...

2011-03-02T10:59:00.012+08:00

Palui

2011-03-01T12:22:00.004+08:00

aku natau la kenapa kan,tp aku rasa ne la paling lucu di dunia betul.busted taha oleh c rezwan ne.palui palui.berhabis aku ketawa lau baca balik.LOL.

Just Recover

2011-03-01T11:57:00.002+08:00

hello there :) my 1st day of March starting with a fever.my whole body is weak,i have sore throat and coughing.urghh,and i hate medicines!but now,i just recover a bit.anyway,sorry for the lack update.i am so lazy to online.i am only updating my FB and Tumblr,only for a short updates.anyway,i have a blast for my past few days.i really enjoyed it with my friends.

funfair was the blast blast!and we will hit it again sooner before it will close down.omo,i just can't wait.i would like to thank you to Marlina and Ricky for spending me the tokens!

and now,all the SPM candidates waiting for their results.i know i know,it was like "dupdapdupdapdupdapdupdap".i hope we all pass with flying colours.*fingercrossed!*i always wonder my life after this.and i envy to my other friends that already continue study without waiting for their results.

netball tournament is on this thursday and friday.i just can't wait to watch.and my mum ask me to help her with her players.assistant again.ehe.later for natball MSSB,me and the boys will continue training with them and be their sparring.wheheeee!

later,imma having lunch with Amanda and Gary.long time we didn't hang out together.thanks for inviting me guys!we gonna hit the Oldtown.enriched chocolate,wait for me!!haha.then,after that i have to go to St. Mike for netball training.there will be 3 players from Sung Siew come to join us.and someone is waiting for me!ehe.

oppa,i love you i love you! :)

till then,xoxo.

2011-02-28T11:03:00.000+08:00

CLICK HERE FOR MY SHORT UPDATE.

TQ:)

Movie for now

2011-02-24T12:04:00.003+08:00

As-salam readers.

how are you?hope you all fine and have a nice day.just now im having my homemade spagetti for my lunch~~*breakfast actually*~~.yummy yummy.ehem,so for today,i will continue watching Mischievous Kiss later on.omo omo!in this movie,of course my precious Kim Hyun Joong will be the main actor.omo omo!im so fall in love again.now im on my may to the 7th episode.today planning to finish the 2nd disc.fyi,there is 3discs for this drama.1 disc for 6 episode.last night i slept at 3am because of that 6 episodes for the 1st disc!*glad that oppa didn't get mad for sleeping late!haha*man,i tell you,this drama making me so crazy!KHJ is just so hot and cool!

oh ya!Tekken,this movie also impressed me.well,i know that this movie is so last year.but hey,the hero is just so handsome till i watched it back.aha!his name is Jin and his so tough!omo!muscles,six packs everywhere!oppa kinda jealous cause i admire Jin so much because of his buildup body.and he really2 want to be like Jin.hwaiting oppa!aha.you see how macho is Jin in that picture below?omo,so fall in love again.

i think i stop here.gonna be crazy later!haha.btw,today i won't be seeing oppa.uhu,will be missing him though.~~*maybe*~~

till then,xoxo.

Status on FB.

2011-02-23T12:18:00.000+08:00

click on the image for bigger size.oh my gosh.so,sometimes we should take notes on the statuses.it maybe just a joke,but we don't know sooner or later what will happen.right?

Faceblog???

2011-02-23T11:23:00.002+08:00

ehem ehem.sedang2 blogwalking,tiba2 nampak pula entries pasal faceblog ne.first2 macam tak nak la amik tau sangat.tp tengok macam ramai pula join and macam best pula kan cause jumpa blogger lain,jadi aku decide nak join la.ehe.buka ja faceblog,ohmyyyy it's so in pink!me laaave it!ahaaa.jadi korang lau nak join,click kat gambor tu and don't hesitate okay.

ne all and about Faceblog.:)

SELAMAT DATANG DIUCAPKAN KEPADA SEMUA YANG SUDI HADIR KE THE FACEBLOG. TUJUAN FACEBLOG DIWUJUD IALAH ATAS DASAR UNTUK MENGUMPUL DAN MEMBINA SATU KOMUNITI BLOGGER KHUSUSNYA DI SELURUH MALAYSIA DAN DUNIA AMNYA. MARILAH KITA BERSATU DAN BERKERJASAMA DALAM MEMBANTU RAKAN-RAKAN BLOGGER KITA DI SELURUH MALAYSIA. SEPERTIFACEBOOK, KAMI JUGA MEMPUNYAI TUJUAN YANG SAMA IAITU MENJALINKAN HUBUNGAN YANG LEBIH ERAT ANTARA PARA BLOGGER DI SELURUH MALAYSIA SELARAS DENGAN TEMA YANG KAMI GUNAKAN IAITU SEAKAN-AKAN TEMAFACEBOOK. SERTAILAH KAMI DAN BERSAMA KITA MEMERIAHKAN DUNIA BLOG MALAYSIA.

TERIMA KASIH.

*lepas ne,nak blogwalking pun senang!haha!*

2011-02-23T11:05:00.000+08:00

staring at the view makes me so calm.it will be so good if he's here by my side.

cemburu lagiiiiii~

2011-02-22T21:41:00.001+08:00

As-salam readers.

sini mahu kongsi suka duka aku bersama durang2 kesayangan ku ne.ahaaa yaa sepa tak kenal KRS ST MIKE ah?mmg noob!ahaa no la,kidding seja.first of all,CONGRATULATIONS KRS-IANS!!im so proud of you and i still can't believe you won!padan muka mereka yg trep seja lebih!mau2 copycat formasi urang,tak tau malu betul.kotoh kamu kalah!ahaaii.okay,mari sy mula cerita mereka ne.

sebelum sukan :

bermula dengan petang2 selalu latihan kawad.biar tak full barisan,latihan tetap berjalan.banyak karenah2 durang ne tau.kadang2 bikin sakit hati jua,tp sabar seja.mummy pun kadang2 menagis,marah,gembira time dengan durang ne.memang macam2 la ba memori sama durang.semua kilik kan!ahaaaa.then,Azwan,Ricky dan Kina tinggal di rumah 2hari.time di rumah,durang2 la yg tolong kiwi boots,atur sarung tangan,lanyard,beret dan jambul.aku pun tlg juga la.assistant kan.ahaaaa.c azwan and c ricky tolong siapkan sepanduk ne.mhantaaapp gitu!

semasa sukan :

fuuhh.sangat meriah,biasalah sukan kan.ehee pagi2 1st day aku tak datang,sangat malas ba.petang nya datang tengok2 and sapot krs-ians yg ikut acara.ehe sorry la racist sikit ne.cause di st mike aku kenal krs nya seja and netballers.raptai pebarisan tak sempat tengok ne.uhuu takpa.ada la durang latihan lagi sekejap sebelum acara petang mula.sempat lagi tengok show.haha ada urg bergaduh ba.budak smk sandakan 2 sama st mike.tau2 la st mike kan kuat2.ehe kidding.aku keseronokan sapot c Azwan lari.hebat dia,harapan lagi.deii.c dayang dan c kina pun saya sapot!ahaaa.

2nd day dari pagi aku di sana tengok.sangat excited mau tengok acara 4x100.mana ndak,ada c azwan,ricky,dayang,kina and etc etc.tak tau apa nama durang tp saya kenal la.haha.lepas semua acara habis,time untuk kawad.naahhh sini yg aku mmg sibuk gila urus durang.aku assistant c junaidi.haha.susah jua urus durang ne.takut ada yg penapau jo.mmg krs sini paling lambat siap.mana endak kan,durang jua yg bertugas sana tlg cgu2.punya kelam kabut,tp sempat jua ba.semaaaatt jua kan!haha.

see picture below?c ricky command semua unit beruniform and rumah sukan.kau la paling menang ba!durang ne dalam barisan bergerak seja ne.aku yg girigitan di astaka menengok.ndak pandai diam.macam mau di umban kasut ne durang.haha.lucu jua aku dengar cerita c kina time durang dalam baris.pa pun,kamu laaa paling semaaatt!

selepas sukan :

tup tup, KRS di umumkan juara pebarisan tahun ne!aku memang gembira gila durang menang.c julie pun tak sia2 dia mau pengsan2 sana panas2.haha.tp saiko jo.cemburu lagiiiiii yg lain tu!hahaha.pa bleh buat.yg kamu booo,tu la yg menang.cakap seja ba lau jeless kan??ahaaaa no laa,kidding baa.mengena lagi c dayang olahragawati and c ricky olahragawan.KRS lagiiiii!naaaa.hahaha.adui lucu2.berabis semua enjoyy ba.aku rasa la.haha.TAHNIAH TAHNIAH!tak sia2 la siapa yg hadir selalu berpanas2,kena pumping,enjut,denda semua la.

naaaa lepas seja habis mengurus semua nya,semua berbalikan.semua pun penat kan,panas lagi pakai2 uniform tu.jadi,c mummy ada la pelawa beberapa orang untuk tolong cuci kan boots durang lagi.best nyaaa yg memakai tu kan.deiii cian yg mencuci tu.jadi yg ikut c azwan,ricky,fadzlee,asok.tp sebelum tu,kami orang oergi lunch dulu kat mamak.haha.baru kami balik.tiba2,muncul pula satu urang lagi,c amey.haha.dia la yg tolong cuci boots juga.paling menang c fadzlee,dari awal smpai akhir bekerja.c ricky tak da buat pa pa,c azwan sikit ja dia cuci and c asok dua seja dia cuci.haha.

rajin kaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaann??hahaha.pa pun,thank you kasi ringan kerja2 kami.haha c amey tu tebus dosa seja tu.tu laa menolong.lau tak,kana hantam baaa.hahaha.adui memang siok ba sama durang2 ne.macam keluarga sudah kan.kilik2 pun sama jugak.naaaa.

jadi kepada siapa2 yg tak suka sama durang krs ne,jangan la ba begitu.napa jugak mau anti2 durang ne?ndada durang bwatpapa sma kamu baa.saiko ja tu durang.haha.opss!tak mau cakap2 lebih2,nnt karang aku yg kana.matainaaaaa.apa2 pun,goodluck kamu selepas ini.manatau ada pa pa.jangan sumbung2 ahh.nnt rezeki kana tarik balikk!hoho.bahaya tu genk!eheee.

*memang aku rindu la mau kacau2 kamu semua ne!haha*

till then,xoxo

New Template

2011-02-22T19:03:00.001+08:00

oh yeahh.im so bored just now,so i decided to change my template.and walaahhh!still in pink and white.so holy like an angel.haha kidding ba.at first,it was not like this.but i forgot to save it,so it went back to the old one.so,i have to do it back.and it ended up like this.sorry my blog maybe doesn't nice enough.ahaa,asal sy yg bahagia.

i feel regret for not going to practice just now.Azwan enjoyed denda them.haha and there were lotsa guys just now.takpa,besuk sy hadir!sy pun mahu mendenda ba.ehe.i lave my mum cause she bought us KFC for dinner.and imma eat laterrrr.now,mood for kfc.it's been weeks i didn't eat chicken.ohh yummyyy!

imma out.till then,xoxo

Away

2011-02-22T11:05:00.001+08:00

As-salam readers.

woootsss!i've been away for almost 5days i guess.im so lazy to online,not in the mood of it.i've been 24/7 texting with Ricky only.he is a good company of me.:)plus,i've been busy helping my mum on her KRS and netball.i keep on eye on their kawad also.*saya juga assistant KRS ah*.sorry i didn't updated my blog.

ohh ya.i am still so sorry about the misunderstanding azwa.im glad that it wasn't me,cause we were okay right?im glad that we are friends too.:)ehe,nasib benda ne cepat settle.honestly,at first saya mcm mau mengamuk da,but i didn't.i take safe step by asking you first.*that's saya pi message kau di fb ehe*.sorry so sorry azwa.:)no hard feelings between us already ya.:)

oh yaaaaaaa,KRS won this time for Sukan Tahunan St. Mike!wheheeeee.im so proud of them.tak sia2 semuanya dengan apa yg kami buat.tak sia2 c Ricky,Azwan and Kina *dan saya!* kiwi2 kasut kamu,atur sarung tangan,sedia semua benda2 yg perlu tuk kamu.kamu semua mesti berterima kasih la sama Cgu Syima tu yg sabar sama gaya2 kamu tu.:)ehe kan kan?congratssss!

ba,i think sampai sini saja sinopsis.haha.nnt saya update taha*kunun~*lagi.:)till then,xoxo

2011-02-17T16:32:00.003+08:00

he lied and she believed.

My honour to be....

2011-02-17T10:06:00.000+08:00

A DRIVER FOR MY LIL SISTER :):)

hehe As Salam readers.

well, as you see today my mum ask me to send and fetch my lil sister to and from school because her school bus also cuti Chap Goh Meh macam her school. but she got her Tunas Puteri activity for their Thinking Day. im soooooo proud that i can drive ALONE already. *im so gayyy right? HAHA* im so sure after this i can drive somewhere else without worrying. ehe harus yakin ba ketika memandu. :):)

i just finished blogwalking at my blogger friends. seems that they all have updated their blog. hope they will read mine too :):) sorry if my blog doesn't impressed you guys much. now, im looking at my pictures. there's MSB, BTN, Annual Dinner, Raya and all SMESH, i am so missing my friendsss there! 0610 still in my mind. soon gonna meet them all :):) ~~oh oh, im so miss my crushed too LOL.~~

picture on evy's birthday :):)

ohhh my eyesss so smokkyyy bigg!

Alenda, we all usually called Mye :):)

my darls~ :):)

ohh my forever neighbourr in class, my Vitagen Dil Kadri! :):)

till then, xoxo

So what do you think?

2011-02-16T13:52:00.001+08:00

so we don't exactly need a friend while go shopping right? no wonder why my mum likes to go shopping alone. well, if you girls/women doesn't like all the annoying "blahblahblah" of your friends, you can go shopping alone cause you are INDEPENDENT! hehe. watch this video and you know what is my point. (: till then, xoxo

My weekend with them.

2011-02-16T10:37:00.000+08:00

As salam readers.

i got nothing to write actually. huhu but i wanna share about my last weekend. i went to st. Mike school with my mum for netball training. and KRS. i am so loyal to them haha. as usual, we play with the school team and our boys team. and as usual, we won. HAHA hebat ba they all boys. =.=

after the netball, they have kawad Krs and others unit beruniforms. they practised for their sports day on this friday and saturday. i will be attending cause i got nothing to do at home hehe. *sangat penyibuk kan!*

well, i love my friends here. they never make me stop laughing, especially Awie. =.= 'wonder pets' maniac! haha im quite impress on their kawad 'sabah team'. haha ada2 seja c Ricky punya command and durang punya gaya.

here's some pictures for that day. im hungry already, gonna find some food.

ricky and the mummy (:

haha the gayssss :D *kidding*

'sabah team'? naahhh perasan seja durang!

mcm California Girls kunun. *spek mismarudin HAHA*

those two, my best people. love 'em!

till then, xoxo

End.

2011-02-12T01:47:00.000+08:00

and that's the end. ): it's been hours i've been crying. *and i am still crying* huhu. tabah2. maybe this is good for us. ada hikmah semua ini. S: i believe in miracle. but i don't know if i can stick up with this decision. i hope i can. (: omg omg omg. i am so weak. *be strong bie!*

heiii tidak apa la. apa boleh buat. kehidupan kan sudah namanya. memang ada pahit manis. kalau ada jodoh, ada jua tu ba kan. kan kan kan? well, i hope he will be fine without me. and he will find another girl better than me. (: huhu. what a life huh?

my eyes sangat sangat bengkak now. S: sampai bsuk la this. anyway, thanks to Aaron, Johan and Azwa for cheering me up and giving advice. (: sangat dihargai. and sepa2 other friends yg care (: ily you guys. InsyaAllah sy akan terus ke hadapan dan tabah. :D

don't worry. i will cherish every momeries that we had. (: imy ily you S.

till then, xoxo

2011-02-11T11:58:00.000+08:00

omg omg omg i almost get chocked when i see this. HAHA orange thought THAT WAS A CRABAPPLE. you know what it means right?? LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOL.